An Urge

hmm, so it’s about 12.45 am now and i’m about to go to bed. i didn’t wanna go earlier cos then i’ll have a hard time tossing and turning to fall asleep. so, here i am blogging about random things i feel like saying. oh right now, i’m listening to carrie underwood’s i told you so from her carnival ride 2007 album. it’s really beautiful because of the lyrics and her amazing voice. well, at least to me, i enjoy listening to her songs. anyway, moving on. i had a pretty good day today or should i say yesterday since it’s 45 minutes past ‘today’. yeah, i chatted with my parents, catching up and all, watched tonnes of youtube videos and went blog hopping as usual. but this time around, i checked more beauty/makeup related blogs just cos i’m into these kinda stuff lately. i know, i’m the really girly/vain type. *grins with teeth showing*

mostly, i listen to music and watch videos because i enjoy them and it’s just a really relaxing and no-brainer way to pass my time or should i say enjoy doing nothing for the meantime because i really have to stress that i am going to be really stressed up once i get back home. and college starts. which is…pretty soon. in a week, i’ll be leaving new hampshire. bye bye green trees, squirrels and chipmunks. and gorgeous rivers and quaint new england houses. oh my gosh, i think i’m gonna cry when i finally leave. note the word, finally. sigh, oh well. leave that to later for a whiny goodbye post haha.

hmm what else. oh nowadays i’m usually just busy being a lazybum, eating, sleeping and gaining weight in between. haha. it’s true and i think at least one person is gonna come up to me and say ‘you look like you gain quite a bit’ when i return home. i can bet on that but i think once college starts, the weight will drop. at least, i hope. really what i wanna say here is that i’m enjoying my last week here in a very simple way. nothing lavish, nothing fancy. not going anywhere touristy or doing ’supposedly-american-things’ to do but just living life here day to day. after all what can be more of an american thing to do than to live with americans in america? dang i hope that came out right. alright, till next time.

peace out yo.

-i live for little moments like this-